No way out Prolouge

No way out by Hannah
Prologue
"Out she cried!"
This was the end of their relationship.
The whole plot begins with natalia a 19 year old teenager.
One day coming home from college in the car she was feeling more alone than ever. Violet Sharpsky was thinking about killing her self but something always held her back like a friend or God. This time was different there is no way out .Earlier that week Violet had an argument about air conditioning and that the powerbill was over $500 .Sometimes violet didn?t know what to she would just get on the Backstreet boys.Violet?s favourite Backstreet boy was Nick Carter she thought that he was cute and really sweet but really deep inside she just wished to be loved by someone . Her parents always told her she was loved but hey had a funny way of showing it sometimes .Her father would make fun of her or call her fat, this would result in her crying her eyes out and eating her emotions . Violet thought through eating food it would make her feel better but I really didn?t most of the time it just made her feel even more fat . Some days she just cried herself to sleep because the pain hurt so mush she couldn?t take it anymore she would just lose it .She would cry out to God for help but even then she still had to face the hard times .One incident she remembers was when a student at Jamestown Christian College slammed her head in the door . She didn?t take much notice of it at first but then she thought to tell her mum about it .The student who did this got in trouble and had to go to the principal?s office as well as Natalia. The student in the end was punished severely but wasn?t expelled. This was a great disappointment to her as she wanted to never see him again.
Back to the present natalia felt like her opion didn?t matter , she felt like she didn?t matter at all her parents always seemed to yell a her instead of her brothers and sisters , she always seemed to be the one who was blamed for every single thing .Violet was sick of all this hurt and what seemed like hatred towards her ( just as she was typing how ahe felt on her myspace blog the song hot n cold by Katy perry came in her head ) wow that summed up her relationship about her and all her friends and her family(parents , brother and sister).Someone call the doctor got a case of love bipolar, stuck on a rollercoaster can?t get off this ride , she was sick of al these things around her happening .
One night while her parents and her brothers and sisters were out she was tossing up whether to kill herself or run away? She thought she couldn?t kill herself but she couldn?t run away either. What was she going to do? Then she thought to herself maybe I should just move out .